The desk & view, after personalization.

Close-up of the view.

First, please accept my apologies for the regrettable delay in my blog writing. This actually should be a good sign because it means I’m happier in general, since writing acts for me largely as a coping skill, especially as an introvert. Part of this also signals that I’m happily busy, settling into the new job, office, & home.

The weather & views are so stunning here in Utah that my heart & soul feel like they’re healing from a very emotional time in my life, one that eroded my confidence & self-worth, one which had me questioning many things. The ubiquitous physical & metaphysical sunshine I’m experiencing now makes a difference.

Books make most introverts happy, especially this one.

Old Dickens prints & vintage art make me happy as well.

Adjusting to a new home state, a new job role, & even a new career culture (new large organization & structure) might be seen as causing stress or hurdles, but I’m genuinely blessed to write I’ve been struck speechless by the kindness of everyone around me. My boss encourages me to take time to understand the institution, its people & history, which makes me feel so grateful. Women in senior executive roles around me lift up other women, seeking out talent & contributions. I’m awed by their talent & heart.

People from NH reach out to me often, asking if I’m exaggerating about life here or if the job is really too good to be true. But I’m authentic. It’s real. All of this.

A geeky nook.

The geekdom board with highlights of the little.

You’ll also notice many familiar objects in the new space, since my things of beauty & whimsy provide me comfort in a world of change. I have to say I greatly appreciate the ability to have a personal space at work where I can focus as an introvert. While I’ve been able to succeed in a work cubicle space and even in an open-concept high school in an excellent school system, I do value having the option for quiet & alone time when needed.

Deep-level strategy & analysis requires quiet & solitude for me as an INFJ. A room of one’s own.

View towards to the door.

More favorite things & quirky LED lighting.

Thus, part of this post is really for my reflecting on recent changes, providing an update for beloved friends & colleagues who have been tracking my journey (especially as I’ve been remiss as of late), & for me to take the time to express gratitude for blessings in my life. Where I can, my aim is to support & lift up others. Reflection & mindfulness are great tools for perspective.

There are a lot always going to be times when we can feel like we have no choices in life. As if there’s no locus of control.

But that’s an illusion. We have agency. We have choice.

My Ravenclaw pride, emblazoned.

The span of that magnificent view.

Hopefully, my biggest life challenges of my own fear & pride will remain in check, as I continue to work against anxiety issues which can interfere with my happiness. I’m working on trying to be present in the moment, show gratitude for the people in my life, & let go of past pain, offering a sense of peace instead.

The past few years will require more healing, but thankfully God has given me an amazing position, place, & culture in which to do just that. Change can do not just the body but soul much good.

Afternoon sunset view.

Smile of the happier Utah Sharon, soaking in the sunshine & views.